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  1. i thought we'd have more time

    1 i’m from the timeline where we never met, lemmings. you should know this by now. it’s why i get so giddy when you call, why my voice quakes and shudders around you. and still i worry that part of me isn’t quite over 2013-14, what happened then. the things you said, the things i did in response. 2 i tell myself it’s normal that i’m so drawn to you. this isn’t your fault, you know. it’s me. it’s the way i was programmed—to see things in u.v. light only, a dark sort of glow around it all. & around you, in my mind: steel blue. you tell me that you’re sorry for what happened back then, the things you said. how i reacted. i don’t know how to tell you that i haven’t processed any of it—just locked it all away. 3 explaining the undercurrent of terror that runs through my talks with you, about you, etc., is impossible. that’s not to say i don’t know where it came from—but i can’t explain why it’s still here. i’m trying to convince myself that this is fine, but you’re the only one of my friends who scares me. i thought i had worked the terror out of my words, but apparently not. 4 i swear i love you. there’s just this awfulness that lives inside of me, whispering in my ear, maybe he’s still bad. maybe he still wants to hurt you. and part of me knows that’s not true. part of me doesn’t care. all in one breath i’m crying into a pillow, saying what if he hates me, what if we’re growing apart, and then: it doesn’t matter. it doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter. 5 i don’t know what things would be like if i had stayed in the timeline where we never met. but despite everything, i’m glad to be in this one.
  2. pinterest?

    heY do any of y'all use pinterest? like for collecting insp for projects and whatnot? bc i'm struggling to find things that capture the Vibe of my latest project and!!!! my pinterest dash is dead
  3. Currently reading?

    @Ainm my grandma read Lab Girl and she bought a copy of it for my aunt, for xmas! i'm currently reading difficult women for the second time this year bc it's what i Need to read rn, you know? and after that i'm going to work my way thru the massive pile of library books in the living room.
  4. Characters!

  5. Oh, my darling

    :( <333
  6. chapbooks!

    i will!
  7. chapbooks!

    good idea!!! i bought watercolor paper and red string today and im gonna bind my chapbook w/ red thread :D
  8. chapbooks!

    addendum: watercolor paper, pastel watercolors like shades of?? pink and purple. yeah.
  9. chapbooks!

    the red string of fate... yes. but i have this Vision (TM) of a watercolor cover? and idk how i could work the red string into that, you know?
  10. chapbooks!

    also! does anyone have ideas or concepts or whatever for if i'm doing a chapbook abt soulmates? bc i'm planning to print 10 or so copies to start and i need Ideas for the cover, you know?
  11. tired girl howls, act three

    mouse i am so sorry... i love you so much.
  12. chapbooks!

    i’m sure questions will come to me as i format it!!!! thank you <3
  13. chapbooks!

    i love them!!!!!!!! a note: does anyone have tips for Uh producing chapbooks??? like how to hand-bind them and whatnot.
  14. im sorry, mom

    hey logan? i love you
  15. chapbooks!

    i have a chapbook about soulmates that i'm working on, and so i was wondering, i guess, if any of y'all have chapbooks you'd like to share?