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quill in the grass

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  1. more heartbreak

    how to fall out of love with your best friend: before that he was my best friend visit friends you've lost touch with your love will win out eventually what if you loved me back? every single thing in this small town reminds me of you and I can't get away from it accept that some people will never love us no matter what we do slow down or back away how to fall out of love: write them a letter (don't send it) “i want love on demand,” he said most likely will fall in love again what if it hurts too much and I don’t want to? ~~~~~ Author's note: google search poem i got another crush that ended in me finding out he has a girlfriend and i'm devastated even tho he's finishing college now and there's no chance he'd go for me but he's such a genuinely nice person and listened to me rant about how abracadabra by the brown eyed girls is such a beautiful song and i'm really struggling right now
  2. more heartbreak pt 2

    three years? it’s fun and games until you listen to and remember what most people would do in such a situation what do you see in her? she isn't good enough for him i may have dodged a bullet because he's a fool how to not be mad at someone who doesn’t love you: the emotions can be overwhelming true love requires reciprocation the sooner you accept the truth the easier it will be for you to move on ~~~~~~~~~~~ Author's note: a few of my friends found his instagram and apparently they met in middle school and they went to prom together and they've been together for 3 years and they posted a pic of them cuddling and i'm devastated
  3. Overheard Quotes

    *while lying on the floor half crying* "SAM HIT ME IN THE DICK WITH A FLIP FLOP"
  4. got my first actual binder yesterday wooo. my friends here all donated money and we bought it but one of them was an idiot and it got shipped to the college i'm at addressed to "l r" so that was fun 

  5. Overheard Quotes

    "Dude, we should make college mankinis those would totally sell"
  6. hey so i'm at this thing where i take two college classes with kids my age in three weeks and i'm out as genderfluid/gay here and there's this guy and he told me the following: "i'm dating someone but you're very easy to look at." "wait so you practice like three religions isn't that too much?" "so i think i'm erin(name i go by at this camp)sexual now" "hey can i sit next to u at dinner" i was like sure and he said "ok it's a date then" and during dinner he was like "hey so why are u being so cold to me on our date" while his gf was sitting next to him "are you gonna get the surgery, what will that look like" "hey can i put my hand on your leg" i was like omg absolutely not and he said "okay then can u put your hand on my leg" i finally reported him to the program assistants and shits gonna go down tomorrow but im so fucking scared rn please provide guidance. also i had like just recovered from the suicidal stuff and now i've fallen back to that so agh... (oh and one of the program assistants is fucking attractive omg)
  7. hey guess what i'm at college for 3 weeks and i'm taking two classes

  8. Some tips

    @Kristen Same for the liking things. I also can't delete any of my comments
  9. well I got me a new obsession to waste my money on: land of the lustrous manga and anime and also the amethysts aaa

    1. thepensword


      land of the lustrous is on amazon prime just fyi

    2. quill in the grass

      quill in the grass

      Figured that out and got insanely excited cuz I actually have prime

  10. So sorry!!

    Ah yeah @Apollo's Lover I'm really sorry. For various real life reasons I can't access the discord...
  11. So sorry!!

    Oh gosh okay I thought my subscription ran out and was like oh no i lost my people why now. I'd appreciate another way to contact as well.
  12. heartbreak has hit. expect more sad poetry

    1. Apollo's Lover

      Apollo's Lover

      Sad poetry is the most valid way to deal with hearbreak. Sending you sunshine will help to hopefully? ☀☀☀

  13. Here's your chance to become a non player character

    @thepensword Next session is in less than a week, I'll post on how it goes. (chaotically because I don't have a planned storyline and I'm literally just letting them loose in a town)
  14. Hiya, so I'm the dungeon master for my friend group, and currently, they are going through the mountains, and I'm gonna have it so that they find this tiny village, and I need NPCs. Please help. If you respond, I need a name, race, age, and backstory. Optional: job (I would like someone to work at the bathhouse, a few shopkeepers, a bartender, and some regular townsfolk) PLEASE don't be afraid to make these characters insanely weird. They've already met a 370 year old mute dwarf and an abnormally attractive elf named Tristan that one of my players proposed to. Pretty much anything goes.
  15. hey look i need help again

    Edit: I chose Jenkins as my camp name
  16. hey look i need help again

    So i need to find a nickname because I'm a camp counselor for a daycamp my troop is running and we all have nicknames and HELP
  17. Here's your chance to become a non player character

    @thepensword Would you be okay if I made Brandy one of these? https://drive.google.com/file/d/1hsS9s8ju6zD6v9zte3YNMe94y0oRAona/view
  18. Overheard Quotes

    "Hey can you give me the tablet" "You have the exact same one and we're chatting on the same app." "Well I like the case for yours" "ONLY BECAUSE YOURS HAS A KETCHUP STAIN THAT WAS YOUR FAULT" (two little kids on the couch at the ymca today...)
  19. im depressed and not doing great big surprise

    @Sunset Poppies thanks
  20. im depressed and not doing great big surprise

    everyone else gave up on me and it seems that there's no merit to life anymore throw my ashes off mt. fuji in springtime because if i can't see the cherry blossoms i might as well become them i don't want a funeral i don't want to be remembered but don't worry the raven queen will treat me well
  21. Took the SAT today. I'll post when I get results on the 11th. Now I shall spend the rest of my day dungeons and dragonsing and drawing Little Fox from Natsume's book of friends.

  22. im depressed and not doing great big surprise

    @queenie_flower mm. i'm not doing anything yet, but everythings kind of getting worse.
  23. magic items?

    Heya, so I need ideas for magic items that my players can buy. We have two sorcerers, one barbarian, and one cleric. All will be around level three when they get these, so nothing insanely overpowered. I'll need a name, quick description of appearance and properties, and if you're all experienced in D&D stuff or willing to do research things like attack bonus or damage or hey plus one to a certain skill. Thanks in advance for anything you come up with.
  24. Here's your chance to become a non player character

    Okay also more updates: I need a shopkeep for a pinterest but in real life thing. I need someone to run an antique store I need someone to be the manager of the tavern and maybe a few patrons for an inn and the tavern and I'll probably update this more because I still need to come up with more shops and stuff