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It's like when you walk into the bakery and you just see that one cupcake. It's THE cupcake that you must have. And then for some reason, whenever you go to the bakery, they always have those cupcakes on Monday around lunchtime. And then you go to the bakery one Monday and it isn't there. I love how I fell for someone at the local YMCA, I mean, me: a genderfluid ace person falling for a probably perfectly straight guy who works for a Christian organization. He probably thinks I'm scared of him because whenever he's around I always run away. My friends all thought that it was hilarious, and they started egging me on to talk to him. I told them no, but only because I would probably have said something dumb like, "I think you're very attractive." I don't know what happened. All I know is that as of today, March 2nd, I haven't seen him for two weeks. I spent all morning trying to find him on their website, trying to see if he moved, if he was fired, or if his schedule just changed. I can't find anything. My friends don't get it, they said that I haven't ever talked to the man, how could I miss him? I caught him staring at me the last time I saw him. He was talking to another guy but kept glancing at me. I can't decide if that had anything to do with why he left. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Okay so I just needed to get this out because all of my real life friends have just been making fun of me for it, but yeah. I got a crush on one of the personal trainer guys at the ymca. And he pretty much broke my heart.